sentimental me is gone

i used to write a lot and so well. ya Allah how i iwsh i never stop wirting. wrting is surely one of the best thing ever. why? because you can write ANYTHING that you can ever imagine. I read back my old blogspot and oh boy, I was just like reading someone elses posts. Like seriously?! haha (angkat bakul sendiri). I was so sentimental that I couldnt even miss writing about anything precious that happened in my life. And I kinda miss being one. Its never wrong to be sentimental kan? 

There can be many reasons why you are you today. And the biggest influence is of course, the people around you. The people that are closed to you to be exact. They are like a mold that shapes you. And tadaaaaa! YOU. Writing is by far one of the most effective tension-release method. But hey, if you have someone who would want to listen to your complains and everything without being judged, why not. that would be much better.

Well actually I was just browsing some tips on this and that (secreto de amor). and I thought of reading some journals, what about MY journals... and that induced me to writing this! Hehe. I should be sleeping by now but hati yang susah resah gelisah mmg susah untuk nak pujuk to sleep. Really.. I aint no kidding. My eternal problem is that I care too much! arghhhh nangis jerit lari satu rumah pun still risau and still rasa bodoh for thinking too much about this when the other side of the world, sumpah macam tak kisah langsung. well I know u have some other priorities but kalau everytime pun macam ni, siapa sukaaaa. ketuk kepala kanggggggg!