Failed.

BUT I managed to get back on track and continue doing what I have started. It may take a while but I am so going to finish it this time. Time has taught me the most valuable thing ever. We may have so many things on plan, but only time will tell. Whether its going to be a reality or just remain as a plan. True aight? Come to look at it, I learnt from the best, my very own past experience. I was supposed to graduate this year, May. But things did not goes accordingly. I skip classes, I overlooked each and every tests and quizzes, hence I am where I am right now. I don't feel ashamed or embarrassed, I was at first, but as time passes by, and time taught me to be proud of whoever I am right now, I feel strong. Stronger that whomever I were before.

Thinking of me and A. I am always curious on our future. Where would I be in another 5 years. Where would A be in another 5 years. Are we going to get married? Are we going to have babies. That all lingers in my mind like most of the time. I can never deny. I am always so obsessed with this Mr A. Felt stupid sometimes but why would I feel stupid being obsessed to someone I'm so in love with, right? :)

We both plan to have a successful agency and company in this Investment world. But I can feel that he is somehow sooner or later will be dissolved (back) in the aviation industry. Not that I'm not happy with whatever decision he has made, but knowing that we will not have as much time together as before, makes me....hurmm... I don't know. Just have to learn to adapt to changes. After all, that's what us humans do ; learning to adapt to changes. Because we change, every single day and time.

Goodnight world.

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